I have a bunch of important decisions to make in the next two weeks. Unfortunately I am of a mind to ignore all of them. Making plans is always more interesting than having to execute the plan to me. Speculating and articulating is enough. I don't need to do much of anything. Of course I do need to work as I don't really have much money. Life is comfortable but definitely not secure. Could it all collapse on me. Indeed it can and probably will. Can I survive a collapse? Who knows. There's either not enough pressure on me or I am unable to detect the pressure. No one can be aware of all the stresses on their life. If we could then we would probably live forever. I wonder if any study exists to show longevity for all the various self help and one weird trick people?